Archive | Uncategorized RSS feed for this section

Chapter Eleven: The Cat

7 Jun
BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading  TheMapThinker.com

BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading TheMapThinker.com

Killing bugs becomes boring. At first it was exciting. At first it was a challenge. Overcoming fear. Then the night mares. The nightmares.

Dreams that bugs flushed down drains during the day would come swarming up out of them at night, looking for the person who tried to drown them. Looking for revenge. Dreams that spiders squished between the holes in fly swatters reassembled themselves, slowly, carefully, and came looking, looking for ME!

Dreams that thousands of bugs would congeal together in a huge mass, sometimes human form, sometimes the form of some grizzly monster that could never exist, huge hulking masses of insects, with one purpose in mind – To destroy me.

Those nights that I dreamed they covered me and devoured me; those were the nights I woke up screaming.

Each day I had to overcome my fear anew. Each day I had to force myself to kill and kill again. Until I slew armies of insects. Nations of insects.

Every night they got their revenge on me.

Every day I got my revenge on them.

Until one night.

I dreamed they covered the house and came pouring through every orifice they could find. The tiniest cracks that could exist. They flooded like a massive flood of brown bodies.

But instead of waking up screaming I reached under the covers and from nowhere I produced a flame thrower. And it was already on and afire with death and destruction for all things with six or more legs. I burned down the room, the house, and every bug, insect, spider, and creepy crawly within a block.

That night I woke up laughing.

From then on I killed bugs all day and I killed bugs all night. Until I became bored with killing bugs.

Now what? Something with more meat. An animal. A dog or a cat. How do you kill a dog or a cat? Do you poison it? Strangle it? Shoot it. Drown it?

Stupid problems. You would think someone plotting murder would be more forceful, would be more straight forward and daring. More in control. What was the term? A cold blooded killer. Someone who planned to kill someone without passion, the same way they would plan to go on a vacation. As adverse to a hot blooded killer who killed during the heat of passion. Where did I fit in there? The kid who is afraid to stick its hand in the cookie jar?

I don’t want to start shooting things yet. But I need a gun. Sooner or later I will need to shoot something. Someone. Yes. I need a gun. A gun that is not registered to me. A gun that cannot be traced to me.

How do I do that?

Can’t buy it from anyone. If you buy a gun, it doesn’t matter who you buy it from, then someone somewhere knows you have that gun. Nope. Can’t buy one.

If you steal a gun it would almost have to be from someone you knew. You would have to know them at least well enough to know they owned a gun. Then there would be a connection between you and the gun.

There can be no connection.

In the mean time I guess I will go kill a cat.

 

 

© 2013 All Rights Reserved

Chapter Ten: Trevor

1 Jun
BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading  TheMapThinker.com

BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading TheMapThinker.com

Now. Last weekend. Nathaniel had popped the question. She could not believe she was already engaged to be married to a man she was sure was her dream come true. He was good-looking, confident, gracious, steeped in social skills and was content with L C Just as she was. Not to mention financially he was well off with a promising future. They would have their own children.

L C had been cruising by the vegetables looking at cucumbers and chives when Trevor came smiling around the corner. He had the look of a man who was either once very skinny and just starting to put on weight, or who was once heavy and was just about to become thin.

His grin was the quietly self-assured grin of a man who never met anyone who wasn’t his instant friend. It was easy to tell why. Other men would have chosen this opportunity to make sexually loaded comments about the cucumber she was holding. How that would be received would depend on the woman and her mood.

Trevor did not. Instead he picked up a gourd with an outrageously crooked neck and started telling her all the things she could do with it once she was the proud owner. Using his apron with the store emblem proudly emblazoned on it he showed her how it would make a great-coat rack. Hanging it from his thumb he showed her what an excellent bird house it would make. Grasping its crook and swinging it jauntily he demonstrated bashing in the heads of unwanted intruders. And if she felt inclined to want to keep this precious gem with her she could make a hole in the bottom and wear it for a hat. He did a small pirouette with it sitting on top of his head.

Not to mention when she had finished it would make a great edible and was easily cooked to taste.

She was having the greatest fun when she looked up and saw Raymond staring at them. He was down near the far end of the store, near the liquor aisle. At first she thought something must be terribly wrong.

Quickly she excused herself from Trevor. When she turned back Raymond was nowhere to be found. He was no longer in the store.

Later when she had called him on the phone Raymond said nothing was wrong, he was just tired and would she go out with him come Friday. She begged off saying this weekend the Langlins had planned a trip to the zoo and she was expected to escort Guinevere.

“When you marry me, L C You won’t have to work. I won’t allow it.”

“I like to work. I like being a nanny.”

“Taking care of our children will be a full-time job.”

Suddenly L C knew she could not, and would never, marry Raymond. Now she was angry with herself for not having told Raymond right away she was interested in someone else. Yet she could not figure out how to tell him now.

The next time she went in Stanhouser’s Market everyone was polite to her. No one was friendly. The men called her “Ma’am” When she asked about Trevor she was told “He doesn’t work here any more.” and nothing else.

When she asked Raymond he answered with a question, “Why would you concern yourself about him?”

 

 

© 2013 All Rights Reserved

Chapter Nine: The Spider

25 May
BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading  TheMapThinker.com

Does Philosophy need to be updated to the modern world? TheMapThinker.com does.

Hating mornings doesn’t help. You still have to get out of bed.

Gotta answer the question though. How does a killer think of themselves? And …

Serial killers. Are they addicted to killing? Don’t want that to happen. Sure as hell don’t want to go through life having to resist the urge to kill people. If you train the way a serial killer trains do you become one yourself?

Still you have to train somehow.

Freezing and not going through with it the first time is not an option. It would lose everything. Plus probably go to jail for the attempt. No. No. No.

Got to train. Got to think of the target as an IT.

How do killers think of themselves?

This is a problem. It can be solved. You solve that problem by killing IT.

No. Don’t want to think of yourself as a killer. A solver, but that sounds kind of stupid. Avenger? There is nothing to avenge. Nothing has happened yet. Your job is to keep it that way. Stop it from happening.

You didn’t choose your job, your job chose you, but it is still your job.

Stopper? No. That sounds like a cork in a Champaign bottle.

Keeper? That sounds just plain stupid.

“I am the solution.” How does that sound?

The Solution had better start solving something. Mastering the art.

A lot of serial killers go after those who are least likely to be missed or sought after. By killing prostitutes, transients, drug addicts, they can go for years without anyone realizing a serial killer is even operating. Perhaps that should be the place to start.

No, not start. The first human to kill, the practice target to make sure you don’t screw up on the real deal. Even serial killers don’t start with humans they start with…

What?

Never killed anything before. Not a bug. Not a spider. Hate spiders. Tell the truth, spiders are scary. Killing a spider is scary.

Damn. Like you are not afraid to kill a person? Like you are not afraid that you’ll do it and then get caught? Like you are not afraid you’ll botch it up and go to jail without having done it? Like you are not afraid you’ll chicken out and not do it at all and just let your life be ruined? Other’s lives too.

Yeah. Okay, scared. Admit it. Need a drink. Can’t drink: need a clear head. Practice. Need to practice murder.

How? Bombers during the war caused havoc that killed innocent women and children, but they felt no guilt because they were removed from the chaos. They pressed a button. They did not see the faces of the people they killed. Kind of like a computer game, maybe even less personal.

There is a daddy-long-legs in the garage. Everyone says it is a harmless spider, but it is still a spider. There is also an ice scraper in the garage, has about a three-foot handle. Is that far enough away?

Okay, get up your nerve. You are The Solution and the only solution is to kill it. Go to the garage: Open the door: Turn on the light.

Yep, there is the spider in the corner. Just where it was last time.

Now the ice scraper, hanging on the wall, just where it was last time.

Here I stand, in the middle of the room, just where I stood last time.

Hating the spider.

Fearing the spider.

Believing the spider knows I am looking at it.

Believing the spider knows I am afraid of it.

But not tonight.

Tonight I get my hand, both hands, on the ice scraper, I force myself to yank it off the wall. There is a lead pipe in my chest that wants to weld me to the ground and keep me from moving. I know it is my fear. My unreasonable fear. The fear that wants to suck the life out of me just as that spider would if it were big enough.

It wants to.

I know it wants to.

It wiggled in its web. It turned to look at me, I know it did. It is watching me.

It wants to know what I am doing.

I stare at the spider.

The spider stares at me.

If I can’t kill a spider how can I kill a human being? I must kill the spider. I must: I must. I have to kill the spider.

I will kill the spider.

I am the Solution. The solution is to kill IT.

Remember, It is not a spider, It is not a human being. It is an It and I must kill It.

I charge the spider holding the ice scraper with both hands in front of me.

“Die, It, die.”

© 2013 All Rights Reserved

Chapter Eight: The Proposal

18 May
BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading  TheMapThinker.com

Thank you to everyone who is following us.

L C went out with Raymond Stanhouser a couple of times. It was okay. Kind of fun but not romantic or exciting. The biggest thing was she decided she did not want to start out life as a full time mother.

Guinevere was at a fun age. Everything was new and over flowing with excitement. Watching a caterpillar crawl across a leaf was a wonderful adventure. Nothing was trite, dull, or boring. Learning the difference between friendly bugs you could hold in your hand and unfriendly bugs that bit opened up a new world.

Stanhouser’s children were beyond all of that. They were dealing with grades and sports and school and friends. Butterflies were “uh huh.” Trees were so many cords of wood, lawns were to be mowed on weekends if they could not escape doing it altogether.

Guinevere and Rocko, L C’s gold and white chihuahua, were playmates. L C took care of both of them. Stanhouser’s children were at an age when they wanted to “own” a dog, but did not want to take the time to feed it.

L C was not ready to see herself as a soccer mom. It was not a bad future to look forward too, at twenty-five or thirty it might be a lot of fun. But not at twenty.

Still Raymond never asked her directly. And, although she knew he wanted more than just a one night stand or a current girlfriend, he never told her how he felt about her or what he wanted. Had he made it clear she might not have dated anyone else. She might have committed herself to his future. But he did not.

When Nathaniel asked her out she did not hesitate. He was closer to her own age and had just entered a  high-tech career as a digital marketing agent with a promising future.

When Nathaniel was with her she was his entire world. No cell phones, no meetings, for the time they were together he was hers. That was so nice.

It was as though her taking a profound interest in Nathaniel was the trigger that caused Raymond to pour out his hopes and desires for their future. The day after she began thinking of herself and Nathaniel as a  couple Raymond came up to her, in the grocery store of all places. In the fruit section, when she was standing in front of apples and oranges, thinking of making a fruit salad. There was no preamble.

“You are the most precious thing in my life. I love you. I want you to marry me. I want you to love my children. I want them to love you.”

It seemed the oddest of times and the oddest of places to make such a confession. It was as though she had been thinking of making fruit salad and now she was being asked to choose between apples and oranges. She couldn’t make the decision. Nor did she feel right about turning him down, telling him she was seeing someone else, in the center of his own grocery store. Something like that should be said on neutral ground. It would not even sound right if it were done in the parking lot.

What she said was, “This is so sudden. I hadn’t… I didn’t… That you liked me that much. I really enjoy being a nanny,” she hedged. ”And I have to spend time thinking about this. I’m not sure I’m ready to be a full-time mommy. I mean I think the world of you, and I don’t know the children that well yet.”

“You will get to know them and they will get to know you. And love you as I do.” He stated.

Later she wondered why she did not just come out and tell him, “I’m seeing someone else and I think it might be serious.” She did not try to answer the question because in her heart of hearts she knew the answer. If something went wrong between her and Nathaniel she wanted to be able to go back to dating Raymond without him feeling she picked him up on the rebound. A subconscious intention she would rather hide from herself.

 

 

© 2013 All Rights Reserved

 

Chapter Seven: Lonnie

11 May
BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading  TheMapThinker.com

Follow us. Leave comments. Tell us what you think.

The morning was cold. The morning was crisp. The colors were sharp. The cloud looked like you could lick it for an ice cream cone.

Whew! That shit he got today was way over the top. Lonnie felt he was almost psychic. He saw and understood everything so sharp. The normal world was like an old black and white TV show. This was like, going past High Definition, going past Blu-Ray, into the next epoch of experience. Everything was sharp. Everything stood out clear. The world was in 3D and he was a ring tailed avatar.

Today he was able to follow Cody with ease, and stay far enough back Cody wouldn’t catch on. Yeah. Because Cody had training. You had to be sharp with him. Right now he was standing behind a long black car looking over the top of it as Cody crossed the street at the stop sign and disappeared around the corner. Lonnie jay walked and race walked to the corner to see where Cody went. If he kept this up, and kept doing the right crap he was going to be the best tail artist in the whole flipping world.

It was a privilege just to be the best friend of Cody. Man, yeah. Who wouldn’t want to be the best friend of a guy who was so smart, so cool, so mock, he was working with the CIA. Maybe someday Cody could get him a job working for the CIA too. Course Lonnie wasn’t smart like Cody. Cody knew all about electronics and videos, and all kinds of stuff like that. Cody always seemed to know the right things. Like how to score the hottest chicks and the strongest drugs, how to hot wire a car and how to bug a house. Hey, maybe being the best tail artist in the whole world would get him a job with the CIA someday too. They need people who can tail. Always gotta be somebody the CIA wants tailed. And Lonnie was the best. He was proving it right now.

Cody was jaywalking. Probably trying to make a tail, like him, reveal himself by jaywalking behind him. But Lonnie was too smart for stuff like that. He walked past, noting the building where Cody went into, crossing at the walk and doubling back with a fast-footed gate keeping close to the walls of the buildings.

Lonnie went inside the door where Cody had disappeared. It was dank. It didn’t look like from the outside but inside it was a house converted into a run down apartment building. The hallway smelled of dog piss. It splits. A short hallway to an open window looking out on a patch of uncared for grass and a longer hallway leading to a partly opened door leading to an alley. Choosing the partly opened door, Lonnie sprinted down the hall. He had not expected the floor to complain so much as he put his weight on it at each step. He didn’t slow down or stop because the damage had already been done and anyone looking out now would see him. So he sprinted faster.

Out the door. It wouldn’t close fully behind him.

No Cody.

No sign of anyone. He looked around the corner where the window opened out on the unkempt grass. There was somebody climbing in, but it wasn’t Cody.

Lonnie wandered around for a while and then went home.

 

 

(c) 2013 all rights reserved.

Chapter Six: The Nightmare

3 May
BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading  TheMapThinker.com

Follow, leave a comment. We are listening. Hope you enjoy reading this as much as we enjoy writing it.

Kick the covers off using both feet.

“Damn, damn, damn.”

Daylight. Morning. I hate mornings. No one should have to get up until at least noon.

Not much sleep last night, nightmares full of blood and body parts and angry people who refused to die. But then who sleeps well when they just decided to become a murderer the night before?

Who decides to become a murderer anyway? Besides me of course.

That alone is enough to give a person nightmares.

And what about me?

So I ask myself. Can you even murder anybody? You’ve never killed anything in your life. Not even a bug. Not a bee, not a spider, not even a fly.

Nothing.

How in hell do you kill a human being?

Not like there is a school you can go to that will give you online training in the privacy of your own home. Who teaches murder?

Can you Google that? You can Google everything else. Go to Google, all the information that can be found is here somewhere.

Not safe.

If you did find the answer on the net some Abby Sciuto somewhere would find out you had and then what?

Premeditated murder.

Don’t want that. If something goes wrong and you are caught red-handed you want to be able to claim it was spur of the moment: Self defense preferably. What if something goes wrong? Better think about that too. Better think about that a lot.

Premeditated murder. If someone really premeditated it the first priority would be to get away with it. By law premeditation means intending to do it, even minutes ahead of actually doing it. But real premeditation? That requires careful planing in advance. Which is a nasty snag because I can only take so much time or it will be too late.

Back to the question.

How do you learn to kill?

(c) 2013 All Rights Reserved

Chapter Five: The Mother

27 Apr
BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading  TheMapThinker.com

BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading TheMapThinker.com

When L C looked toward the front of the store she saw Raymond Stanhouser standing, elbows aggressively akimbo, watching everything. He looked handsome and protective standing there. She wondered what he might do were she to be arrested for kidnapping as the nanny hoped.

Mother could be right. Maybe she should go out with him. He had some good points. Unlike her father, he liked dogs. Daddy hated dogs. Never let her have one as a child and after seeing movies like Beverly Hills Chihuahua and Legally Blonde she decided to own one.

She lived with her mother which was fine, she loved her mother. She loved her father too, but since the divorce, her father lived with one bimbo after another. It was painful when she was a teenager and custody was a question. Now she was twenty she did not have to put up with it. She told her father, “You want to see me? Make a date for dinner. I’ll be there.” That was not likely to happen. He would tell her to leave the damn chihuahua at home and she would tell him she never left home without it. Not true, but she had a stubborn streak.

At least her mother found another man and stuck with him. Her stepfather, who never seemed to be able to say a full sentence without throwing in a word about how good he was to her.

Lately she began to think about moving out and living under a bridge. A person can take just so much of being reminded that every bite of food you eat was purchased by someone else’s hard earned dollar.

She did bookwork for “Just Bain Me” where her aunt worked. It was the most prestigious beauty salon in town and busy all the time, but did not require a full time book keeper. It wasn’t a lot, but it was money.

Mrs. Langlin drove up in a car so new it looked like it was still parked on the showroom floor. Guinevere was giggling happily in L C’s embrace. Seeing her mother, Guinevere sprang out of L C’s arms so fast she seemed to fly.

The policeman spoke quietly to Mrs. Langlin who nodded. She told her daughter, “Honey I’m going to have to talk business, okay?”

Guinevere looked around at her nanny, who held her arms out with a huge, loving smile on her face. L C, in a spiteful mood, silently mouthed the name “Zena.” Guinevere smiled and reached for L C and Mrs. Langlin passed her over. As she did so she gave one speculative look from L C to the nanny and back again.

The policeman took Mrs Langlin aside. They spoke softly for several minutes. The nanny acted nervous. L C wondered why they chatted so intently for so long.

When they returned L C looked at Judy Langlin. She had been in the middle of getting her hair done, her hair was blotched as though the color had only half taken. It was a testament to how much she valued her daughter that a woman in her social position would step outside looking like that. Operating on instinct L C said, “You may know my Aunt Emerald. She works for Jessica Bain.”

Mrs. Langlin smiled broadly. “She is the only person besides Jessica I ever allow to touch my hair. And she has that adorable parakeet.” She turned to Guinevere, looking intently into the child’s face, “Why were you running, Honey?”

She pointed to her nanny. “She hates me.” She said quietly.

Within a half hour L C had the job of nanny, was scheduled to take CPR classes, get a passport, and was riding little Guinevere on her shoulders across the parking lot.

 

 

© 2013 All Rights Reserved

 

Chapter Four: Cody

20 Apr
BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading  TheMapThinker.com

BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think reason should make sense go to TheMapThinker.com

 

 

 

Cody was thin, as many drug users are. He was also a reader. What he liked to read was true stories about people who broke the law and got caught. If Cody had a talent it was not getting caught. The police knew he used, everyone knew he used. But no one could catch him with anything on him. Everyone knew he never worked, but he always had money. Not a lot of money, but he always had just enough.

One thing Cody never did was to go around bragging to people. But Lonnie wasn’t people. Lonnie worshipped Cody. A worship Cody basked in. He enjoyed impressing Lonnie with all of his knowledge and skills.

He taught Lonnie how to steal cars. He taught him where to sell the cars after he stole them.

But you don’t keep stealing cars. Pretty soon someone will be watching for you. So he taught Lonnie how to disable burglar alarms by deactivating them at the phone lines. Taught him how to enter houses, not by windows or doors, but through shafts where the swamp coolers were.

The beauty of it was, once the burglary was accomplished, the swamp cooler replaced, the phone line reconnected, there was no evidence of forced entry.

People invariably blamed the theft on a family member. Often the crime was never reported to the police.

Still you did not want to keep doing it too long.

Drugs was a third way to profit. Dealers got caught because it was their business. They did it all the time. Sooner or later they sold it to the wrong person, or one of their buyers got in a bind and rolled over on them. Cody got in and out quick. Buy a bunch. Roll it over to known buyers. Get rid of it. By the time the cops got on to you, if they ever did, you were clean. No evidence of anything.

And once your stock was gone deny, deny, deny.

Cody, who made a point of never revealing anything to anyone, loved to impress Lonnie. And today he had something to impress him with.

Lonnie was a special case. He did everything Cody told him to do. He did it just the way Cody told him to do it. He did it when Cody said to do it. When Lonnie was around Cody felt like a God who could walk on water. And he knew that if belief alone could make it so, Lonnie’s belief would have enabled him to do it.

Cody was thin. Lonnie was thinner. Cody was tall. Lonnie was taller. Cody had dirty blonde hair. Lonnie had dark brown, almost black hair. To an observer they could have been brothers.

Guess who gave me a call today?”

“Somebody with some good stuff?”

“Better.”

Lonnie thought hard. “That chick you were hoping to get?”

“Almost as good as that.”

“I’m out. I dunno.”

“Remember Mr. Penn?”

“The CIA agent?”

“Lonnie. Don’t be blatting that around. You know he can’t confirm or deny any association with The Company.”

Lonnie was impressed. Cody basked like a seal in the sunlight.

“Special electronics job. Gonna get at least five hundred dollars out of it. And it will only take me a couple of hours.” Cody let the amounts sift in to Lonnie so he could get his full admiration before continuing. “He is going to take me up to the safe house to do it in a day or two.”

“Wow.” Lonnie only dreamed that one day he could be as over the top as Cody.

 

 

(c) 2013 All Rights Reserved

 

Chapter Three: The Policeman

13 Apr
BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading  TheMapThinker.com

BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading TheMapThinker.com

 

 

 

L C was relieved to see Trevor, who worked for Sternhouser’s market, go up to the man in the dented car and talk to him. Trevor began picking up the groceries and reinstalling them in the cart. While he did so the man stomped toward the women.

The policeman told the driver of the SUV he could go on about his business, thanking  him for his quick reactions. The man looked glad to be gone. L C did not blame him. He drove away slowly, somewhat nervously.

“Who’s gonna pay for the damage to my car?” the man from the dented car growled menacingly as he joined them.

The policeman looked at him. “I believe that is a matter for your insurance company.” He pointed to a sign that listed several things Stanhouser’s market refused to be responsible for. Among them was listed damage from shopping carts.

“The store may not be responsible for the damage but she is. She shoved her basket right into the trunk of my car.”

“You can file a report to that effect but I have to tell you I was a witness to the episode.” He pointed at L C. The little girl wrinkled her nose at him.

“And just who are you?”

The policeman showed them his badge with a quick, practiced movement.

The man left, cussing. “I might have known. A cops wife. She can get away with anything. The law in this town is so crooked. Something needs to be done about it.”

The policeman ignored the man, “What may I do for you ladies?”

Letting go of the girl the woman said, “Tell this woman to give the child to me. I am her nanny. I am her guardian.”

L C shook her head. “Just let her calm down. She’s scared.” To the girl she asked, “What is your name, honey?”

“Zena.”

The nanny snapped, “No. Your name is Guinevere.” To the adults she said, “Her last nanny let her watch that show. I do not.” To L C, “Now give her to me.”

“What did you say the name of your employer was?” The policeman was polite but firm.

“Langlin. Kenneth and Judy Langlin.”

He nodded his head. “They are very important people in this town.” He took out his cell phone, punched in a single number and stepped away a few paces for privacy, then began speaking softly into the phone.

Mom? I need the Langlin’s phone number.”

He stepped further away and L C could no longer hear. He returned a few minutes later saying, “Mrs Langlin will be here in a few minutes.”

The girl looked up. “Mommy?”

His smile was suddenly genuine. “Your mommy is coming.

L C had heard the name Langlin before. Newspapers? Yes. Where else. Not her mother. Her aunt Emmy. L C’s mother enjoyed listening to her sister divulge gossip of the town’s hoity-toity class. Gossip she gleaned while arraigning unruly strands of hair. L C never saw any point in it, but now she found it comforting to know she had a connection with the child’s mother, no matter how tenuous.

The nanny’s voice was soft and gentle. “Come to nanny,” The sweet, concerned caretaker of a small child. She cooed gently to Guinevere, who quickly buried her face in L C’s neck. She turned to the policeman. “Are you just going to stand there like that? She is refusing to give me the child. I am her paid guardian. What she is doing amounts to kidnapping.”

“Let’s wait for Mrs. Langlin. In the mean time, let me get some information.” Turning to L C he asked for her name and identification.

Her name was Lindsey Carol Davenport. She never felt like a Lindsey; a Lindsey would be much skinnier than she and a Carol would be much shorter. She never felt like a Davenport, that was a piece of furniture, a sofa that converted into a bed or a desk. What kind of a girl wanted to be either? The only time she “felt” like a Davenport was in high school when a girl used her back to write a boy’s phone number. “Okay,” she thought, “Now I’m a davenport.” The initials though, L C, fit her.

She was undaunted when people called her Elsie, the name of the cow on a milk carton. Her response was quick and simple, “She’s famous and people love her. What more do you want? Nobody ever heard of Lindsey the Llama or Carol the Camel.”

She did not bother to tell all of that to the policeman. She simply handed him her driver’s license.

(c) 2013 All Rights Reserved

Chapter Two: The Friend

6 Apr
BTW when you are done reading this chapter. If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone try reading  TheMapThinker.com

.

BTW when you are done reading this chapter: If you think thinking is fun; if you think philosophy should be for everyone, try reading TheMapThinker.com

Second week, second chapter, as promised

Chapter Two:  The Friend

Peter Johnson was relieved to see his friend Billy walk in the front door of the restaurant. Why he was relieved he wasn’t quite sure. There was never any question in his mind about Billy showing up. Billy had always been there for him, just as he had always been there for Billy, although Billy had not always been aware of exactly what Peter had done for him. Or even that Peter had done anything at all. For some things the less Billy knew the better. The restaurant was long and dark, built of thick, rich wood with spacious booths padded with green stuffed leather cushions. There was just a hint of ribeye steak and eggs being cooked to perfection coming from the kitchen. It was the perfect place for quiet business conversations that were not meant to be overheard. The waitress was unassuming and intruded as little as possible.

Billy slid his briefcase in the seat first, then sat next to it.

They were dressed as they were expected to be dressed. Expensive black suits meant to impress and intimidate. Men who worked for corporations that produced nothing but controlled the companies that did. Men who told those that were involved in the actual production of real things what had to be done to meet corporate goals and  achieve the profit margins. Men who could quell the complaints of plant managers with a single glance if the manger complained, “But it can’t be done.” Because if the plant manager didn’t do what he knew could not be done he would be replaced with someone who would do it anyway.

The two men had been friends since high school football. Peter was considered uncle by Billy’s daughter, and Billy was the favorite uncle of both Peter’s children. In college they had backed each other, cheated on tests together, and helped bring the team to state victory. Billy was the one person Peter could count on without any need for persuasion. Right now that was what he needed.

“What is happening?” Billy asked, a worried frown on his face. He knew there was a problem or his friend would never have asked to see him on his way to work in the morning. The waitress came up, Billy glanced at her, “Coffee for now.” And she disappeared.

Peter shoved his own cup of coffee to the side, clasped his hands with the two index fingers extended, much like the position a policeman uses to fire a pistol. “When I went home last Friday I had a nice job, a cushy retirement fund, a huge house with a payment I could easily afford on my salary, a good chance of a promotion in about six months, and not a single worry in the world.”Billy accepted a cup of coffee from the waitress. When she left Peter resumed. Billy did  not like the way the conversation was starting out.

“I made one stop. By the time I arrived home forty five minutes had passed. As I entered the foyer the phone was ringing for me.” Peter stopped. Took a deep breath. “I was informed the company was no longer owned by Crisptech, Stoddard, and Scrates. It is now owned by somebody else, I was so shocked I didn’t get the name of the new owners. I was further informed my services are no longer needed. Very sorry, nothing personal. I was told to stop in at security Monday morning where I was escorted to my desk and allowed to pick up my personal belongings. I wasn’t even allowed to check the computer for emails.”

There was a long silence as Billy absorbed that. Unfortunately Billy could see himself facing the same position, if not today, then tomorrow or next week.

“Why you?”

“Not just me. If it were, I could do something. I’ve called everyone I have any influence over. They were all let go plus a bunch more. As near as  I can tell it is a clean sweep.” Peter did not mention that “everyone he had influence over” meant everyone he had something on. He normally used the J. Edgar Hoover approach to friendship. He believed that the more he had on someone the more he trusted them. Except in the case of Billy. Billy had always been the one person he could count on without so much as a hint of blackmail.

“That is horrible. What are you going to do. Surely with your experience you can get another job in your field.”

That would be simple. Billy would get him a job with his company. It wouldn’t matter how menial. With a little applied research Peter would move up in the company. Soon he would pass Billy and he would take Billy right up to the top with him. Of course he would never tell Billy just exactly how it had happened. Billy did not need to know everything.

“I tried. Nobody is hiring. Everybody is cutting back. The only job openings are ones I’m overqualified to do.”

“That is unbelievable.”

“I figure you can get me on where you work. Doesn’t matter what. You can push past the ‘over qualified’ part. Once I get a foot in the door I’ll make a spot for myself.”

“That’s bad. There aren’t any jobs where I’m at. I was actually thinking if I got cut I would come to you. But if you are out we are both out. Other than that the only thing I can do is front you a couple of thousand till something comes through for you.”

Peter felt a cold shock pass over him, like getting hit by cold water in a shower where you expected comfortable warmth. “Couple of thousand dollars isn’t going to help right now. If I get to that I’ll have to unload a boat or the cabin or something else. I’ve got a few stocks. What I need isn’t a hand, it is an income.”

“The cabin?” The memories of so many things, mentioned and unmentioned, that had happened there entered his mind. “That would be a shame. You’ve had it forever.”

“What I need is a job. What about your wife. Where she works.”

“They put her to looking into cutbacks and laying people off. Layoffs there mean fired. They just won’t say it outright.” Billy looked into his coffee cup as though it were the dark future itself.

“So nothing?”

“Nothing. I’ll keep looking for you. I’ll have my wife keep an eye out too. Right now I think it is a good thing we put a big chunk away for Peaches’ college fund or she might not get to go.”

Peter nodded.

There was not much left to say and after some small talk Billy went back to his job.

Peter stayed for a long time, thinking.

The one time he really needed Billy, the only time it had been a matter of real life and death, Billy let him down. Flat. And then have the nerve to brag about his daughter’s college fund. Peter had never set one up for his children. It had never dawned on him he wouldn’t be able to pay for it out of pocket when the time came.

That was okay. Billy would pay for this betrayal. Peter would see to it.

 

ultimatemindsettoday

A great WordPress.com site

Don Charisma

because anything is possible with Charisma

this is... The Neighborhood

the Story within the Story

Stillness of Heart

MUSINGS : CRITICISM : HISTORY : NEWS

The Guilty Preacher Man

abandoned illustrations

matchtall

A tall women amazon model WordPress.com sit

Three Wise Guys

Best not to think about it

Mister G Kids

A daily comic about real stuff little kids say in school. By Matt Gajdoš

Ray Ferrer - Emotion on Canvas

** OFFICIAL Site of Artist Ray Ferrer **

The Judy-Jodie and Kelli Memorial Blog

A great WordPress.com site

A Financial Life Coach

Your Financial Life Coach

Storyshucker

A blog full of humorous and poignant observations.

Dysfunctional Literacy

Just because you CAN read Moby Dick doesn't mean you should!

ajrogersphilosophy

A fine WordPress.com site

Thoughts

What ever I'm thinking

CosmicMind

Dissolving Ordinary Unconsciousness

ultimatemindsettoday

A great WordPress.com site

Don Charisma

because anything is possible with Charisma

this is... The Neighborhood

the Story within the Story

Stillness of Heart

MUSINGS : CRITICISM : HISTORY : NEWS

The Guilty Preacher Man

abandoned illustrations

matchtall

A tall women amazon model WordPress.com sit

Three Wise Guys

Best not to think about it

Mister G Kids

A daily comic about real stuff little kids say in school. By Matt Gajdoš

Ray Ferrer - Emotion on Canvas

** OFFICIAL Site of Artist Ray Ferrer **

The Judy-Jodie and Kelli Memorial Blog

A great WordPress.com site

A Financial Life Coach

Your Financial Life Coach

Storyshucker

A blog full of humorous and poignant observations.

Dysfunctional Literacy

Just because you CAN read Moby Dick doesn't mean you should!

ajrogersphilosophy

A fine WordPress.com site

Thoughts

What ever I'm thinking

CosmicMind

Dissolving Ordinary Unconsciousness